Man I know what your dealing with!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been through it twice.. My grandma past of it and I was helping my mom take care of her sister (my aunt) for three years. My aunt past this past march 13. Her son is only 14.SO I know how you feel and what your thinking.. I've been there.. Its herditary(sp) in my family.
my grandmother (who I live with) is fighting cancer, I've been helping with buying her meds since her insurance doesnt cover them. some of her meds goes for $600 a pill
I've had barely enough money left to cover bills let alone get the race bike ready