Lost my little brother to suicide, hanged himself in april. It sucks losing a someone, especially your brother. Hopefully they are resting in paradise.
Shit man...take it easy these days. RIP to your brother and best wishes to you and your family. Don't be afraid to ask your boss for some extra time off if you are working. Or if you are the boss, take extra time for yourself. Condolences go out to you guys. I can't imagine going through that.