damn, yesterday was a very sad day.
I felt like shit for the entire day (bipolar + borderline, ehh, feel me), I had a cry-moments in my fucking workplace (these 2 disorders together are painfull, really) so I asked my teamleader if I can work from my home tomorrow.
Yeah sure - he said!
So I took my laptop and got on my gixxer!
I have like four different paths on my way home, but I am always riding only one way, so I thought I might try the other one!
I was really getting happier and happier minute after minute of riding. When I was waiting on a red sign, some dudes called me and wanted me to revup lmao, so.. I did it
I never rev like a retard, but I thought why can't I make other people happy with my bike?
Later, literally 3 kilometeres away from my home, I did make a huge fucking mistake.
There were two cars waiting to turn left, so I thought I will pass them on the right side of the road (im allowed to do that if the cars are waiting to turn left!). But then while I was going near the red car, this fu*king idiot decided to change his mind and instead of going left he wanted to go straight, sooo... He literally drove into me, i just know that I wanted to brake and indeed I did but then I was already Im going down and my head was hiting the road for the first, second, third,fourth time. Wow, that was a terrible feeling I can tell you
Like... You know you can't do anything, you are just waiting for another hit because you can't see what's going on near you. All I was thinking about was 'what about my bike and what about my laptop', lol.
Then I got up fast and went to see my gixxer, lmao I thought it's totally destroyed. I felt so empty inside, like my entire life has just ended, lol.
But then I realized I crashed near my friend's car dealing
He came to me and we raised the bike. Then just police and ambulance came and they took me to the hospital. Hopefully everything is okay, but I feel so battered damn, every fucking move hurts!
What is interesting - my bike survived it very well! Only both crashpads are broken, but I have no idea how did it happen. I mean I don't know what even happened to my bike, but it was lying in the opposite - to where I was riding - direction
Unfortunately my work-laptop was destroyed and when I think about the costs that I will have to pay - fuck, that hurts >.>
I won't get any money from insurance because I can't prove that he was about to turn left (THIS WAS THE ONLY FUCKING TIME I DID RIDE WITHOUT MY FREAKING CHINESE CAMERA) and noone of the drivers stopped to be a witness.
So I have to pay the ticket from the police also...
What I am really wondering about is if my Icon Airmada is still fine to ride or should I change the helmet?
That's how does it look right now. I can tell you that this helmet has saved me. These road-hits with my head were really powerfull and if it was any other noname helmet I can't see it not crashing after the first hit!
Sorry for the long post, but you know this was my first - hopefully last - crash, and you guys always say that it's sooner or later for a biker to crash so